What the hell was wrong with this whole fucking place?That is what I want to know. WOW! I am speechless, disgusted, intrigued, horrified and mesmerized by this first episode. What in the world is in store for Mat and Dougie? Oh poor Dougie. Poor Mat. Poor ME...HOLY SHIT!My eyes are bugging out of my head right now and my jaw is on the floor. I am not sure I have the strength to go on or the strength to not see this through. This is not an easy read yet at the same time I could not put it down. It's dark, it's twisted beyond anything I have ever read and it is brilliantly written. I love dipping my toes into a new style of book, but this...I jumped in with both feet and have pushed my boundaries further than I thought possible. But he couldn't, couldn't stop shaking. Couldn't stop thinking about what might happen next. About what had happened already.